Day 2&3: After 3rd Chemotherapy

I could have been attending my in-law-nephew’s wedding this weekend. After learning my first chemotherapy, it became unrealistic for me to make a air travel to attend this wedding. Bummer. I had my dress ready for it. My husband attended there alone.

[physically] FATIGUE! Nausea (medication: morning, afternoon and before going to bed.)

[emotionally] I wish I were fine and attended the wedding. It sucks to be me.

病気でなければ、甥の結婚式に出られたのに。1回目の抗がん剤治療後、飛行機に乗って 2泊3日で結婚式に出るのは無理だなと諦めた。残念。ドレスも用意してあったのに。ハズバンドだけ一人で出席。

[体調] とにかくしんどい。横になっている。気持ち悪いので、朝昼夜と薬を飲む。

[心理] 病気じゃなければ、結婚式に出られたのに。こんな私で最悪。