I could have been attending my in-law-nephew’s wedding this weekend.  After learning my first chemotherapy, it became unrealistic for me to make a air travel to attend this wedding.  Bummer.  I had my dress ready for it.  My husband attended there alone.

[physically]  FATIGUE!  Nausea (medication: morning, afternoon and before going to bed.)

[emotionally] I wish I were fine and attended the wedding.  It sucks to be me.

病気でなければ、甥の結婚式に出られたのに。1回目の抗がん剤治療後、飛行機に乗って 2泊3日で結婚式に出るのは無理だなと諦めた。残念。ドレスも用意してあったのに。ハズバンドだけ一人で出席。

[体調] とにかくしんどい。横になっている。気持ち悪いので、朝昼夜と薬を飲む。

[心理] 病気じゃなければ、結婚式に出られたのに。こんな私で最悪。

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  • AWE YOKO WE WERE SO SORRY YOU COULDN’T BE THERE. LOVE YOU AND SO SORRY YOU ARE HAVING TO GO THROUGH THESE TREATMENTS…… WE REALLY MISSED YOU AND YOUR CAMERA. LUCKILY, YOU TRAINED THOM WELL TO GET SOME PICTURES! ERIC AND ALLISON ARE SO HAPPY AND EXCITED TO BE MARRIED! ERIC WAS SWEET TO SAY HE LOVED ME AS HE WAS WALKING ME DOWN THE AISLE TO MY SEAT AND IT BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES! I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SUCH GREAT KIDS JUST LIKE YOU ARE BLESSED TO HAVE YOUR SON!

    • Tesa,
      The picture is a bit tilted, but he did a good job for me. He came home saying that there was not much to describe because all the pictures he sent me. ha! Eric is always a sweet and loving person. You raise him really well, Tesa. That is a really nice story, I would cry, too.

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